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Welcome to the
Self Healing Academy
Where you come home to yourself and design life on your terms
About You
You've read the books. You've done the therapy. You've journaled, meditated, and probably cried in your car more times than you'd like to admit. And yet... something's still there, isn't it? That niggling feeling in the back of your mind that you're not quite okay yet.
You have big dreams for your life, but you still feel fragile sometimes. You can be having a perfectly normal day until your mom calls and sends you into a spiral—and nobody seems to get it.Here's the truth: You don't need another guru.
You need to come home to yourself.
INTRODUCING
The Self Healing Academy
What's Included:
Complete Existence System Training to rewire your mind without a therapist
Weekly Live Coaching with Carter
Full Library Access (30+ tools)
All Future Modules Included - No paywalls, no upsells, just complete access as the Academy expands
Total value: $297
Today Just $97/mo
you're in the right spot if...
You're Tired of Talking About It
If you've ever sat in therapy thinking "I'm just tired of talking about all this," welcome. You're in the right place.
You probably have a small library of self-help books on your shelf (or Kindle... we don't judge). You understand the concepts. You know your triggers. You can spot your patterns from a mile away. But here's what someone recently said that probably resonates: "I'm super self aware. My therapist and I just talked about how frustrating it is because I am self aware enough to know why I am doing and feeling the way I do - but still unable to change those feelings and actions."
Understanding isn't the same as healing, is it?
The Self Healing Academy isn't about adding more information to your already-overflowing brain. It's about integration. It's about finally building your own system of self-trust instead of borrowing someone else's.
Who's in charge here?
I'm not going to pretend I have it all figured out. That would be a lie, and you've had enough of those.
What I can tell you: I've spent over 10,000 hours coaching people through their messiest moments and biggest breakthroughs. I've read over 100 self-help books, invested $100,000+ in my own therapy and development, and done every healing modality you can think of—EMDR, shadow work, somatic therapy, Splankna, NLP, CBT, the works.
Through all of that messy, non-linear healing, I discovered something: most modalities are great, but they don't give you a roadmap for where you actually are or where you're going.
That's why I created the Existence System. Not because I'm some enlightened guru, but because I needed a framework that made sense when nothing else did.
I've been the person who understood everything intellectually but couldn't change their behavior. I've been "too much" for some people and "not enough" for others. I've wondered if I'd ever feel truly okay.
Now? I get to watch other people have their breakthroughs. I get to hold space for people who've never had anyone truly get it before.
My job isn't to fix you. (You're not broken, btw) My job is to give you the tools, framework, and community you need to come home to yourself.
See you on the inside,
Carter
100+
self help books
8yrs
experience
$100k
on coaching+therapy
10,000hrs
coaching experience
The Existence System:
aka Self-Healing Without the Demons
It's a way of diving deep into self-healing without leaving yourself in a floaty "what did I just touch" state or unearthing demons you aren't ready to face yet. (Because who has time for an emotional breakdown on a Tuesday afternoon? Not us.)
The system moves through seven levels, and here's the beautiful part—you get to choose where you start:
Actions - What you're doing
Thoughts - What you're thinking
Beliefs - What you're holding as true
Values - What matters most to you
Arousal - Your automatic system responses
Subconscious - The patterns running in the background
Identity - Who you truly are
"I've been doing this on instinct. This fits so well with the way I've approached my growth in the past few years." - TikTok user
Start at the top with the practical stuff, or dive straight into identity work if you're ready. This isn't a one-size-fits-all program where you're forced to move through modules you don't need. You know yourself better than any program does.
STILL NOT SURE?
Frequently Asked Questions
You're one of those detail-oriented folks #respect
What if I've never done any personal development work before? Will this be too advanced for me?
Not at all. The beauty of the Existence System is that you start where you are. If you're brand new to this work, you'll likely begin with Actions and Thoughts—the more surface-level stuff that's easier to access. The deeper levels will be there when you're ready. Think of it like a video game where you unlock new levels as you build your skills. No one's throwing you into the deep end before you can swim.
I've been in therapy for years. Will this just repeat what I already know?
Here's what makes us different: we're not just talking about your patterns, we're helping you build systems to actually change them. As one member said, "I'm super self aware... but still unable to change those feelings and actions." If that sounds familiar, this is where integration happens. You already have the knowledge—now we're helping you embody it.
What's the difference between this and just watching self-help videos on YouTube?
YouTube will give you information. We're giving you a system. Plus accountability, community, and someone (Carter) who's actually coaching you through your specific situations on those weekly calls. It's the difference between watching cooking videos and actually having a chef in your kitchen helping you not burn the risotto.
What if I'm dealing with serious trauma? Is this a replacement for therapy?
No program is a replacement for professional mental health care, and we'd never claim to be. Many of our members are in therapy and use this as a complement to that work. Think of us as a companion on your journey, not the whole journey itself. If you're dealing with severe trauma, active crisis, or need clinical support, please work with a licensed therapist.
What exactly happens on the weekly laser coaching calls?
These are live group calls where Carter works through real situations members are facing. You can bring your questions, your stuck points, your "I don't know what to do about this" moments. It's not lecture-style—it's interactive, practical, and focused on helping you implement these concepts in your actual life. And yes, they're recorded if you can't make it live.
Still have questions?
Still have questions? That's okay. Sometimes the best way to know if something is right for you is to try it. With our cancel-anytime policy, the only risk is staying exactly where you are right now.
are we on the right path?
What You're Really Here For
More than anything in the world, you want to understand what's happening.
How your childhood trauma is still causing you to second-guess yourself. Why you keep attracting those losers (seriously, what is that about?). How one phone call can derail your entire week.
Inside the Academy, you'll:
✨ Develop your own inner compass - Not someone else's rules, yours
✨ Rewrite generational narratives - Break the patterns that weren't even yours to begin with
✨ Build systems that flow - Stop white-knuckling your way through life
✨ Join a community that's ready to love you even through the tough parts
Because healing isn't a solo sport, even though it feels lonely sometimes.
